New Year, same shit

For some reason, ever since Friday night I have been really depressed. A whole year went by and what did I accomplish? Not a damn thing. Well that's going to change this year. Hear me now people. This is the year of the Bryan. All of the things I want to do will be done this year. No more bullshit. No more wasting my time sitting around and bitching and moaning about things. Things I don't like will change. There is no reason to live a life devoid of the things I want. 2005 is the year of the BRYAN. Watch out world.

So I made my other list of all the shit I wanted to do. Which was obviously a joke. Things I want to change for real follows.

1. Stop making an ass of myself. Most people view me a fucking clown. They don't take me serious for anything. That is going to stop. No more jokes. No more funny. Mr. Serious is my new name.

2. I really want to get in shape. I guess it starts by eating and sleeping right so that I actually have energy. Once I can get back to being a morning person, then I will cut back on the smokes. And walk, well as best I can with my shitty knees. I don't need to lose weight but I could sure gain a few pounds. Last time I checked, I was 40lbs underweight. That's right underweight.

3. Get over my cat allergies. I let the cat lay in bed with me again this morning. Man I feel like hell. I coughed up something that looked like escargot this morning. I'm going for exposure therapy. Make my body get over it. It will happen, I just hope it does soon. I can't keep feeling like shit every morning.

4. The old cliche one now. I don't want to be alone by the end of the year. However, I will not compromise my standards. I won't be with someone just to be with someone. It has to be right. I just want it to happen by the end of the year. That would be nice.


So there is my sappy little post. Not too exciting is it. Hope everyone is having a great day. I'm not.