Well?

I don't really have much to say today. I want to try and write something in here on a daily basis. I've been looking up things on the inter-web today about decent meal planning and weight gain. Most people need to eat around 2,000 calories a day. For me to gain weight I need to eat around 3,900. That would help me gain 2lbs a week. I need to gain 46 to be at my ideal weight. Although I would be happy with 20-25lbs. I just don't know what type of things I need to eat and how often I should eat. Maybe I should take a trip to library and figure some shit out. That's all. Man am I hungry.

Update.....

It appears as if I have some sort of eating disorder. Not intentionally, mind you. I do think eating is a pain in the ass, and I can usually get away with not doing it. Yesterday I had one meal. That's usually what I eat a day. I don't snack too much, but some. But if I overeat I get sick. So I don't do that. I should probably go to the doctor and see what the hell he says but, I hate doctors. I hate paying to hearing bad news. It's a racket. So I need to figure out something as to how I can eat more and not get sick. That's probably part of the reason I'm always so tired. I don't eat enough. So I eat more and get sick. So I eat the same as I do now and I get slowly kill myself. What the hell am I going to do?