So what the hell?

I was OK earlier when I posted. I all of the sudden got in a real foul mood. I don't know why, but I did. So now I'm just all pissed off. But a little Sigur Ros is making me feel better.

I think I figured out why I'm in a bad mood. (This is a half hour later) I have nothing to look forward to. Except going to work (if you can call it looking forward to, I just know I have to be there.) I have no plans to do anything, no vacations to look forward to. No one to look forward to seeing, nothing. It's like I'm just wandering aimlessly just trying to get through the days. It's not a way to live. I was like that a year ago, and it sucked. That's when the bad shit happened. I will NOT let that happen again. I was doing real good here for a couple months and now BAM! It's probably just the holiday blahs, since I really don't have much to celebrate. Que lastima. Maybe something good will happen tonight. I doubt it though.

FIN REDUX