Two days in a row.......

It's been a while since I posted two days in a row. I have some down time at work so I thought I would write a little bit. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow that I am not looking forward to. I hate doctors. Actually hate isn't even a strong enough word. I get scared everytime I go there. Hopefully all will go well and they'll tell me I'm not as crazy as I think I am. In case you couldn't tell it is a shrink I am seeing. At least I don't have to work tomorrow so that will be nice. It'll give me a chance to look for a second job since I am poor as all hell. I need to make some more money quick. I should go donate some plasma or something for some cash. But I'm scared of needles so that won't happen.

I am so sick of winter. Sunday was a gorgeous day. What a tease. Two more weeks of shit weather now. I just want to be able to go outside and not freeze my skinny white ass off. Maybe next month will be better. I'm out of here, the boss is starting to snoop around a bit and I don't want to get yelled at.