Yes.

The last five hours have finally hit weird point. I've been listening to Slowdive's Souvlaki extremely loud over and over. The lack of sleep, with the awesome music has me feeling all sorts of out of it. I haven't felt like this since the late 90's. It's kind of nice.

I'm off to Elkhart in a few hours.

Should be fun.

FIN

Update Action Time.

In case anyone was wondering, I think my mother will be fine. She only has the one tumor in her lung which she'll have to have removed with surgery. It still sucks, but it could be worse.

In other news, it appears that I did not lose my cell phone the other day. I found it under the seat of my car. Damn.....

FIN

Weekends.

This past weekend a friend very dear to me came to visit. It was so nice. I love being able to go out and do all the things that are "girly" and being able to just enjoy it. I was able to go shopping, dancing, and I was able to cook for someone. Food wasn't quite as good as I hoped, but you can't have it all. But I did get a kick ass pair of jeans. New Favorite Pair!

It just went by way to fast. My stinking job made me work on Sunday, and that cut the festivities short.

The sad thing is that she is going to be moving to Arizona in the coming months. And, in all likely hood, that was one of the last times we'll ever hang out. Moving saddens me. I agree that she needs to go there. Her life is wasting away in a place that she doesn't enjoy. I just wish Arizona was a little closer. I'm starting to get down thinking about it.

Again, I guess a person can't have it all.

FIN

O.K.

Let me shed a bit of light on the previous post.

My mother has cancer.

That sucks.

I had a wretched weekend, seeing people I haven't seen in forever ignoring me. Made me feel like home.

I'm so fucking glad I moved here.

I'm not perfect. Never claimed to be.

So fucking happy I'm here.

FIN

Try.

Why is it the the worst word in the planet is malignant?

Out of all the people that should have died in the past, I should be number one on the list. Not someone who really never did anything wrong.

This is fucking bullshit.

FIN