I'm about to embark on something that is going to blow up in my face. Why do I continue to do these things knowing full well what is going to happen? What underlying psychological problem do I have that makes me continue to do these things? I don't enjoy when things go wrong, but I know they always do. So why do I still make crappy decisions that screw me over emotionally?
It could be that I am some sort of closet masochist. Actually, I don't feel normal unless there's some sort of mental anguish going through my head. When I'm happy I know I'm overlooking something, and then my mind starts to go crazy, and then I cook up all these schemes that I really want to work, but they never do.
I just wish I could figure out how most people do it. That would be nice.
FIN
Sunday, June 25, 2006
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because we're fun. and fun people do things that blow up in their faces!
Yeah, I see what you mean. What fun is life without a few explosions!
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