These times they are a changin'

The last two days have pretty much flipped my entire upside down. I was hoping something would change, but I did not expect it to be like this. I'm pretty much at a lost of even trying to explain what is going on. You've all heard of a love triangle, right? Well this is more of a love octagon. So many sides and people, and I'm stuck in the middle of it. This is the brand new era of the crazy life. But it's kind of exciting. And a little scary.

Other than that, I'll try and fill you guys in on the rest of what's going on in my life. I haven't been real depressed in a few weeks. I think the "crazy pills" are working. I'm still having a hard time getting used to the side effects, but I'll learn to deal with that. I just hope the major side effect goes away soon.

Hung with a good friend last night. Talked to her about all the weirdness that is going on with me. It helped. She also brought out to light things that I have tried to mask and deny for years. It's nice to be able to talk to someone that is one hell of a lot smarter than I am, and knows exactly how push my buttons to get stuff out that I don't usually admit. Thank you. (that is if you're reading this)

OK. So what's next. I'm making this a marathon entry to make up for all the shitty short posts I've been making. I don't know if there is anything else I need to get out. Sorry I've been a little vague on the details of this post, but it's better that way. When more things finally come to light, I'll fill you all in.

FIN