Sunday, June 19, 2005
so this is what's up
So here is what is really going on in my life right now. I dread waking up everyday. Not that there is something bad that is going to happen, but everyday for me is horrible. I sit and wonder what the hell is the point of going through all these motions everyday for absolutely no reason. What is the point of going and doing all these things, when I know that there is no reward for me in the end? When my day is done, I sit and wonder how the hell I made it through another day without offing myself. The next day and everyday after that is a reapeat. Now admittedly, nothing super bad has happened in the last month or so, but nothing great has happened either. So there is what's up. Everyday is hell for me, and I don't see it getting better.
FIN
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So, what could you do that would make it worthwhile to wake-up in the morning? Does your job have to change? Do you need a new hobby? Do you need to hang out with friends more?
It'd be nice to see my friends every once in a while. I think.
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