The old me some of you have known is now done and over with. Time for the new me to arrive. Everything about me you have known will no longer be the same. I'm giving up a lot of things I love in order to try and balance my life out. I have way too many things going, and as a result I have been neglecting me. This is something I want to change. No, I need to change. Time for me to get my life in order. No more bullshit. The time has come. I feel that if I don't start to work on the things in my life I never will and things will steadily get worse. I'm at an all time low point in my life right now. Even worse than a couple months back. But I'm not going to chicken shit my way out of this one. No, I'm going to do things the right way. That means focusing on me. Not everyone else and what they think. This is my time. Forget everyone and everything else. So many people are pissed at me, and well, that sucks. But I'm not going to focus on that. I don't care if they stay mad at me forever. That's their problem. It is time for me to worry about me. So if you see me and I seem like an ass, well sorry. I'm not going to talk to anyone about things. I don't have time. I need to focus on me. Yes I'm going to be a selfish ass, but that's my problem. Don't take it personally. This is about the only type of apology you will get from me for quite some time.
See you all later.
Bryan
Monday, April 25, 2005
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