Been a little while

If I had any readers I would say sorry it's been a while, but since I don't, well too bad. It's been a very exciting and very scary last couple of weeks. New job is going great but that is about all that is going great. I've never been as down in my life as I have been the last two weeks. It seems that nothing is going the way I envisioned my life being. Not a single damn thing. Some of the things that are wrong I can change, but for the most part the things that are getting to me are the things I can't change, and I can't accept them. I know life is difficult, and you have to make the best out of what you're dealt, but when you've been dealt shit, you can't very well make a castle out of it. So right now I'm pretty much lost. I don't know where I'm going or what I am doing, or how I am feeling. I'm more confused now than I have even been in my life. I need to find a solution soon or I will truly be over the edge. Later.

On a side note, all of you that I have hurt, scared, insulted, or just been a straight up prick to, I apologize.