Wow.

Did I just become an adult? I look at kids in high school and I realize how young they really are. I always kind of thought of myself as still being young, but I look at kids now and realize that I am far from it. When the hell did I grow up? Maybe I should start hanging out with them to make me feel young again. Or it could backfire and I'd just end up being the creepy old guy. Sweet. I'll have to try that sometime soon.

I'm really freaking out about getting old. My parents had me when they were my age. That's crazy. I don't even have a place of my own (yet) and they had a freaking kid. And a place of their own. That's weird. Maybe I should try and figure out where the hell I want my life to go and start heading that direction. I just don't know what direction that needs to be. That and it scares the living shit out of me. So I may just kind bounce around like I have been until I get my brain straightened out.

I need to move tomorrow. If I can't do it Saturday then I won't be able to do it until after the first of the year. My work schedule is nuts from now until then. I won't even have a day off until around January 10th. It sucks. I don't care if the place isn't 100% ready. They can do work while we're there. It's fine. Hell I'll even help out. I may not be able to fix mopeds too well, but I can fix damn near everything else. I'm a pretty handy person.

This started off as joke post that wasn't funny, so I deleted it, and now its become a real post. I haven't had one of those for quite some time. Feels good. I think my pills are finally starting to work well. I love and hate the fact that I'm back on my anti-depressants. I love that I'm not quite as depressed as I used to be, but at the same time I hate that I have to take a pill to be happy. I suppose though whatever you have to do to be happy is good. I'll continue to take these pills as long they still work.

Last paragraph (maybe)...My family just got back from our condo. Hurricane Ivan pretty much trashed it. I was really hoping to go down there in the spring but it's not going to happen this year. Oh well.

Que Lastima.