Sunshiny Day

I really hate the Brady Bunch. But that's not the point.

So anyway I've been feeling like I've starting to revert to my old self. It seems like a lot of things that are happening to me right now are the same things that have happened to me in the past. I won't go into specifics, but I feel like I'm starting to repeat the things that happened when I was 19, 20, 21. The only exception is that I have a few more white hairs now. I don't like it. I want something new. I want to experience new things. Not be stuck in the rut I was in back then. What's the point of living if all you're doing are the same things? I'm not going to kill myself or anything, but I can't really enjoy life if I already know what is going to happen. I can't really type right now, since I'm so tired, so I'll elaborate more in a little while. I hate when I'm so dead tired. Between yesterday and today I'll have worked 30 hours. That should be illegal. I'm getting headaches and my body is getting all twitchy.