Sick?....Never

So I'm finally starting to feel better. I'm running at about 80% right now, and that's not bad. Although it is only 5:15am and I've been at work for an hour now. This should be illegal. I don't mind working at this early hour, but the fact I have to be here until 6pm is what sucks. I don't even get a lunch break of any kind. But I have a couple energy drinks and enough change to keep me happy and the vending machine spitting out Diet Coke.

It's been an interesting last week or so. A lot things are changing, not really for me, but everyone around me. It seems right now that everybody is having something different going on with their lives. I like change (for the better) and I'm having things are starting to look up for people. But it doesn't look like anything is looking good for me. In exactly one month I'll be unemployed, and I have no hope of getting a job that will suit me. I probably should not have quit the one I have now. I don't really do anything here, but I do have to be here at all sorts of crazy hours. That's what sucks. I need to find something soon. I'll have rent I have to pay in a little while, and if I don't have a job, well then I can't pay rent. I shouldn't have decided to move, although that a whole other strange bag of worms coming up.

So about moving. I already feel like a third or a fifth wheel (depending on who I'm around). I know that when I move I'll have that feeling all of the time. Things haven't happened yet but it's really only a matter of time. I don't think it will be as bad I'm making it out to be but there are sure to be some awkward moments. I hope I don't get that feeling that I had when I had my old apartment, that I wasn't welcome in my own place. But I'll just deal with those problems if they come up.

Other than these things life is going OK. Not great right now, but not too bad. I may post more later when I get done with the news.