I'm not where I want to be with my life. But after the last couple of weeks I now have the motivation to change these things. It seems like such an overwhelming task though. I want to start now on being a more complete person. I'm sick of only being part of who I want to be. It's hard though, since I don't have the capabilities to do some of things I want. That really discourages me. It almost makes me want to not do anything and just let my life go on. The longer that I wait though, the worse it gets to be me. It's not an overnight change either. It's going to take a year or so to reverse the 26 years of my life that I don't want anymore. I wish it was a simple as snapping a finger, but where's the adventure in that. Yesterday was start of my new life. The one I want.
Monday, October 25, 2004
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You don't have to reverse anything, just move on. Take what you have and what you want and draw a line between the two.
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