I'm not.........

Awake
Tired
Sick
Healthy
Happy
Sad
Fulfilled
Needy
Sober
Drunk
Bored
Excited
Hungry
Full
Hurt
Healed
Smart
Ignorant
Fast
Slow
Confident
Shy

I am a contradiction.

ick.

I hate time change. Now I'm stuck at work until midnight every night. Ick.

Well.

Seeing as how it's been a week, I thought I would post an update. Here's what's new.




Yup. All that nothing. So. Yeah. How 'bout those Yankees?

This is the last time.

I will never forget to bring my dinner to work again. I am so hungry. And tired. Lesson learned the hard way.

Life is funny.

It's funny and/or weird (I haven't decided yet)life is. One week you can be a completely sad and misunderstood person, and the next, the exact opposite. Last week I was in a terrible mood. Nothing was going right. Now this week, things have been going great. I'm making more of an effort to be the person I want and know I can be. I'm keeping appointments, doing all the shit I should be doing. Things are looking up, and I never thought things would be getting better.

I've started taking anti-depressants again. I think that may be some of it, but it's helping me get over my motivation problems. I'm no longer content to just sit in bed all day long. It's nice to be able to enjoy things again. I just hope things keep getting better and better for me. If things stay on the same track as they are now, I have no doubt they will be.

Also yesterday my damn moped blew up again. I really hate driving my car, and I would much rather ride everywhere. But until the spring, I don't think it's going to happen. CJ said he'd let me ride one of his until I can get mine back up to par. That's awesome of him.

My last thought of the day. It's strange how the internet connects people. Recently a person from my past who I haven't seen or spoken two in over seven years contacted me. It's pretty cool. And it's nice to hear from someone that knew me back in the day.

FIN

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Hey people-

Do not put anymore spam comments in my blog. I will hunt you down and eat your children. That is not a promise, but more of a guarantee.

NO MORE SPAM!

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blah, blah, blah

That's how I feel, blah. I want to get out of work right now. I hate being here on a Saturday night. Especially when there is something going on right now where I would much rather be. On the other hand, it does give time to be really bored and play on the net. There are around four or five things that I told myself I would look up when I got here, but now I forget. Damn the bad luck. They were important too. Damn the bad luck. I should start writing the stuff down. This happens every day. I'm hungry too. I want to eat. And I want to LEAVE.

FIN

Hey Kids!!!

Check this site out

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

Wow.

Searching for a job

I've been searching now for close to a week. I'm so sick of filling out applications, and sending resumes. I have come across some interesting things though.

1.Master Control in Seattle-This is what I've done for the last six years. I've worked on all the equipment that they list. They get a resume tomorrow. I have to fax it.

2.Same thing but in Phoenix.

So I don't know what to do. Phoenix is cool, and I wouldn't have allergies there, but there is the allure of Seattle.

FIN

About damn time Bryan

I finally called a doctor today about my issues in da brain. I didn't realize that my work had a program for employees that offers free therapy. It's a pretty sweet deal. So hopefully here in the next couple weeks I'll finally start to get things all straightened out. I'm also going to start taking SSRI's again. I think that will help also.

FIN

shit.

Man I suck.